Killing Love With Silence.If I'm killing love with silenceKilling Love With Silence. by xXAtomQueenXx
I'd like to know where to start
so I can find a topic
that won't tear us apart,
could we speak about ourselves
without a thing to hide?
do we really need to be
a secret kept inside?
if I knew you truly loved me
then maybe I would know
that no matter what I said or did
your love would never go,
while my grip grows ever weaker
to this life I've tried to live,
would you stand by me forever
even though my faults won't cease?
PAs I close my eyes tonightP by xXAtomQueenXx
I'll be dreaming of your face
And how I miss the kiss
Of your fangs piercing my flesh,
I can feel your pain, beyond the exterior
The Master of my heart, from then til forever
I wish I could just see you again
A hug from you will mend my affliction,
But if a wait is what it takes to fulfill my goal
That is what I'll do, for you my soul
It's been just a few days, but it feels like forever
And when we get together, time apart will feel like never,
If I reached for you now, would you promise not to leave?
At least not right away, as I'd love to hear your needs
I miss you, every day, longing to see you once again
I know that you can heal me, from this void that stifles me,
I feel so incomplete when you are not beside me
Like an empty shell, so lifeless, my heart refuses to beat
I long to have you here with me, I long to feel your arms around me
Breathing back a life in full, I long to hear you say you love me.
After Words"I wish you would give it back to me."After Words by UntamedUnwanted
"Why? You'll just break it again."
"It's my heart. I will do whatever the hell I want with it."
"Yeah? Well, you take terrible care of things that are yours."
"Fine. Keep it. I am equal parts concrete and soul anyway."
"You say that, but I'm not entirely sure that you are. I think you're deep, and fragile and broken, and that makes you beautiful."
"Again, concrete and soul. "
"I wish you wouldn't make this so hard."
"So hard? I'm making this easy. You gave me dreams of half feathered swans and a stupid house on an endless beach and a city made of an ocean, and now you're taking it all away. But at least I had them for a while."
"Don't be that way."
"I am going to be awake every single night and wish for a shooting star, so I can wish upon that shooting star to wish thoughts of you away."
"I wish this could be easier on you. You gave me so much and so many too."
"So much of love and so many wishes?"
"No, so much wishing and so many love
I Am NO Better Than YOUI've noticed that there is a high possibility that the majority of people, who don't share my beliefs, may actually believe that I think I'm better than them.I Am NO Better Than YOU by aAshleyB
This is not true.
Please stop talking at me whenever I bring up something that obviously parallels my beliefs and not your disbelief. I don't even have to say anything that is directly insulting you, I just have to say something that merely suggests my faith, and people suddenly seem to act like I struck them with a hammer so act 'Woe is me...you brought up faith so I must defend my disbelief and make it clear I don't agree!'
I don't go to people who I know would watch me, if I wasn't soo outgoing about Jesus, and say: 'Thanks for the llama, but why no watch?!' Why would I do this? To try and pull the rug out from under them and say: "It's because I'm not ashamed of God, isn't it?!" Or attempt to evangelize yo
Life is still lifeIt’s the memory that counts.Life is still life by MySocksRock
The once upon a time, that someone loved you.
Or at least made you feel that way.
You can erase all the pain and sadness eventually.
Happy thoughts turned bitter can be happy once more.
Not everything has to be bad.
Maybe he can’t be there for you anymore.
Maybe you will never laugh or cry together again.
Or maybe, just maybe one day you can.
I think its okay to remember what made him smile.
Let the thought of his smile touch you.
And smile, because he still smiles too.
Breathe, be strong, everything will be okay.
Life is still life, and you can still love.
Even if he doesn’t love you.
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100 Llama and fifty + and fifteen comments
I will be collecting points for...
Deviants who need the extra help in points
Give memberships to people who really deserve them
So far I have been using my own real life money to buy points to give people and even gone so far as to give a premium membership, so it would help me out to..SPREAD THE LOVE.
If you donate a bigger amount..say..over 100 I will try to write something..or take a photo of something for you, you choose the theme.
I will not tell you my name, nor will I let you in on my age, unless I trust you enough to know it.|
What I will tell you is that I have a passion for written lit (I know there isn't any on this account as of yet, bad year of writer's block, I suppose).
I wanted to try my hand at taking some pictures though, I know I am definitely not the greatest at them (and come on, so far they have only been taken with my phone! Some meany bum stole my camera ...ah well.)..I am hoping it brings me some new inspiration.
I have two gorgeous little boys who take up a lot of my time. So be patient. <3
My favorite color is green.
I like Sci-fi, Stargate, Farscape, Doctor Who..etc.
I'm an anime lover, I have been to Supanova and Wai-con.
-Shall add more later.
|Please do not ask/beg for points, chances are if I come across your page or you Watch/fave/donate/talk to me etc..I will check out your page and more than likely if you have a donation pool I will leave some points there for you..|
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